I am gonna set your world into motion

After this entire incident, I have realised we are dispensable after all.

I have done my part as a friend and I have spoken up for Kelly and I.

I might be straightforward, but I never meant any harm.

So if you insist I am being a bitch and not putting myself in your shoes, then i guess there's nothing I can do.

I used to think that true friends should be honest, but apparently not.

Not everyone wants the ugly truth.

There are times when I quarrelled with other friends and after some reflections,I would apologize if I was at fault. I do apologize if it's my fault. But this time round, I wasn't feeling apologetic at all. I was mad at myself for being so stupid and silly. I was so stupid that when you broke up your ex boyfriend, I went all out to look for you despite me having final exams in the week and with accounting paper the next day. My mom scolded me for being silly to put my own exams aside. Yes, if you are reading this, I have to let you know now. Because of your dramatic breakup and you need for comfort, I did horribly for that semester, and it was my worst semester. So when you say you do not want to disappoint your parents, have you spared a thought for me back then and my parents ? My parents do want me to ace my studies too.

So if you still think I am being unreasonable, then by all means. I shall be the bad guy.

Because there's nothing I can do.

We are really dispensable to you.

P.S : Please do not get me wrong. I have never intended to quarrel with you. I just wanted to let you know how we felt. I thought being frank is the best way, but apparently you do not appreciate my straightforward attitude towards this. Both of us are feeling extremely at peace now, we do hope you find your own inner peace in your fast-paced lifestyle soon.


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The 2-day break is really good. I need to rest from work. Hopefully next week I can meet up with sze/liping/deqi/yueying/shermaine on thursday night ,xishi/adele on saturday and simpsons on Sunday. Hopefully my work ends on time.

toodles.

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